The words in my mind

I don't know but now a days there is only these words on my mind most of the time they are;

• Suicide
• Runaway
• Hate
• Unloved
• Hell
• Sucker

There is no positive word in my head....I don't know why. But most of the time suicide is the word that is on my mind.. I unknowingly have made a suicide plan in my notebook....

SUICIDE PLAN!!!!


►THINGS TO DO BEFORE I SUICIDE

• Tell all my friends and family members I love them
• Act happy
• Give things to my friends (in my memory)
• Achieve/Do things i always wanted to do

►GETTING READY TO SUICIDE

• Secretly take a knife/scissor or cutter and hide it some where I can take it easily
• Get ready to suicide
• Take the knife/cutter or scissor
• Go inside the toilet and lock the toilet
• Put the scissor/cutter or knife inside my stomach
  

***haha!! this is jus for fun....i am nah gonna suicide!! xD