Hate life

Everyone hates me! No one trusts me! No one has faith in me! No one believes in me! No one loves me!
Everyone wants me to study coz test is near. But the thing they really want is to me to fail the exam so that they don't have to have a birthday party for me. Alright if that's what they want I will do it,I will fail the exam. I cant always study. I cant study when the only thing that i can think about is why people think that I would not pass the exam? Why they don't encourage me but say that they don't think i will pass? Why can't they just leave me alone?

JUST LIKE PEOPLE HATE ME,I HATE MY LIFE.
I WISH I WOULD DIE SOON!!
OR MAYBE I WILL
RUN AWAY!!